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Ok so I wanted a Coach purse. But I didn't want to pay the crazy amounts of money that they cost. So I bid on Ebay. First I tried to just bid on one purse. However, people kept outbidding me. So I found the purse I wanted and there were 3 of them. So I bid on all three. And now I have 2 exactly the same Coach purses. Now I get to turn around and resell it.

Chadin thinks I am a dork. And I am.

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I had a dream the other night which was the oddest dream.

Background: When I was in 8th grade, I dated my best friend. It ended really badly. We really haven't spoken since. And I didn't date till college because I didn't trust anyone. He had a habit of creeping into my dreams for the three monthes before I got married. I'm not sure why. Maybe there was some message I was supposed to get.

This was the first dream with him since I got married. And honestly I don't remember alot of it.

The bit I do remember: We were at my high school graduation, except it felt more like a reunion. He and I were talking. Almost reminicising and he was almost asking me back. I remember taking his hands in mine and telling him that I was happy. That I had just gotten married. That Chadin was everything I wanted and needed in a partner. I felt no remorse telling him, no sorrow, no fear, nothing really but joy in being happy. And I woke with this amazing sense of peace. It was like everything that I thought I wanted from him I had now with Chadin and there was no reason to feel bad. Such an odd sense of peace. And understanding. And happiness.

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