Have you ever had so much on your mind that you can't seem to sort things out?
Like every thought is a question on a completely unrelated concept from the last thought and if someone were to listen to all your thoughts they would end up in a mental hospital?
Really, you have?
Cause I haven't.
All of my thoughts are all completely related to each other in some way. And often times, I get stuck on one thought and can't seem to move past it.
Often long after everyone else is way past.
Today I just doubted myself. All day.
Everything thing I said I was repeating to myself in my head trying to make sure it sounded right. Because I really don't think I was saying the right things. Nothing seemed to be what people needed to hear.
Almost a case of open mouth insert foot crossed with Phoebe Buffay - There wasn't enough time (to think before I spoke).
I really wish I could phrase thing without sounding like a snotty knowitall bitch. Cause I only am sometimes.
But it seems like half of what I say sounds that way.
Need to take a step back from everything and process before speaking.
Maybe that will help.
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